I need a hug . i feel terribly bad , lonely , sad , and confused?

omg i have been such a lier to myself . you see im one of those persons that goes around like they dont care , as if i dont need anyone , but today all these hidden emotions came up and i feel such a loser becuase i am so lonely , i have left opportunities p me by!! i have underestimated the power of a kiss , of romance of relationships in general making me single forever ! lol its not even about me anymore! i feel like giving the world to people i have loved but are not with me today , will you be generous and give a virtual hug and some comforting words please?